One is this:
Which can be found here: I Thought It Was Just Me read-along, and which I am very much looking forward to.
The other is this: Walk at Home website. I absolutely must get back on track with exercise. Not only for the weight-loss/clothes-fitting reasons, but because I am getting older (!!) and lately have been noticing more aches and groans (ouchie knees!), and I just hate to think of that starting already!
At this point I'm feeling like these two are the non-negotiables. Mental health and physical health. I can't afford to start (or continue) "breaking down," either mentally or physically--so I need to address both of these right now. Along with the little bits of reading I do every day and the little bits of art I do every week, I'm hopeful that these practices will get me moving in the right direction. And The Portfolio Project will make more sense to take on when I am feeling more nourished, more ready to respond to the input I am getting.
Somehow narrowing my field of vision to just these two feels good and manageable (I can think about them without already feeling tired). And that's a very good place to start.